Final Projects are my kryptonite

So its been more than a month since my last post, I'm kinda upset about that because every time I finish leaving a post I feel pretty good about it and tell myself I'm going to do it more and than some how life picks up and I get so busy I don't come back to this blog until things settle down

with that said I can pretty much guarantee this will be my last post until May or June because there's only 3 weeks of school left... yeah seriously and get this I only have 7 days of class left thanks to my Tuesday Thursday schedule, and I have 2 rather large final projects due on the 28Th that I am not ready for

so with the standard preface of all my posts over with ill transition to the usual since my last post portion...

yeah i didn't realize the irony of my last couple post until just now my itunes top 25 and my love/addiction of music ultimately led to the demise of my last computer but on the plus side i have this brand new macbook pro so I cant be too angry other than the fact I don't have the money to pay for it yet

also a shout out to walker for leaving a comment on my post... its funny just when you think nobodies reading these things .. theres hope

since than I have been a little less reckless with what I get from the Internet and only dl music I absolutely need in my life

as far as the post about the death of hip hop and my suspects and what not Ive decided not to write it... all you need to know is that I have a very biased opinion when it comes to rap music and its not worth me calling out "rappers" because I simply dont get paid for my opinion (unfortunately) 

next up well swing it over to some other obsession, my sports teams 

Every new beginning comes from some other beginnings end

Yankees Opening day baseball was met with a disappointing showing from all the new talent we hired which turned into an opening day loss... and on top of that the Buffalo Sabres my much beloved hockey time was finally handed its season ending blow courtesy of the Detroit Red Wings one of my most hated teams of all time

I'm trying to be optimistic about all of this and I'm halfway there because for the Yankees theres still 161 more games to play and theres really no reason to panic until late July for those guys

but as for the Sabres the future is unsettling for any fan 

-the coaching/general manager tandem of Lindy Ruff and Darcy Reiger has been called into question by various media outlets and a lot of people are calling for a change

-although I'm upset at the thought of losing them it might be just what the sabres need , I mean other than dropping afinagenov, lalime, and peters. 

-also its scares me a bit to think if change comes in the form of a new front office and head coach what the fate of my favorite player (Clarke MacArthur) will be, he had a fantastic season  17 goals, 14 assists for 31 points in just 71 games making him the 8th point getter on the team, An above average season for most players first full year with a big club

Buffalo fans need.. no scratch that deserve a CUP and soon

so anyways what am I doing right now on this thing for more than an hour I have 3 concept diagrams due tomorrow and thats all fine and dandy except for the fact that I don't have 3 different concepts ... Ive even been told by my professors this is my weak point for some reason the creative process escapes me and I get tunnel vision every time I start a new project

so I surf the intrawebs for some inspiration checking out www.archdaily.com and www.thecoolhunter.net TWO WAY COOL WEBSITES BY THE WAY CHECK THEM OUT

and im still stuck 

my brain has been switched to autopilot for some reason ever since the week before spring break

I lack motivation, imagination, inspiration, desperation, creation, and a whole bunch of other words that end in tion ... what a great suffix... is that whats its called ?... idk I guess I just like the word suffix as well...

anyways Ill probably show up to class empty handed tomorrow and get a nice solid jawing from my peers and professors about how school is almost over and how I need to get busy and get to work and yadda yadda yadda ... 

just what I need right? luckily Im going home this weekend for Easter

Id like to think that will help me syke myself up for the last 3 weeks of class but the more I think about it Im sure my family will just stress me out about school work, getting a house for next year, getting a job for the summer, getting a internship next year, getting a job next year, the money I owe my father, and a whole bunch of other questions that are literally on my mind 24/7-365 ... oh did I mention Ive been having trouble falling asleep lately.. gee I wonder why

but hey that's life I got myself into it and Im gonna find my way out of it ... eventually